...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
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A Journal of Sorts
"well I see that the world is upside down
my pockets were filled up with gold
now the clouds have covered o'er
and the wind is blowing cold
I don't need anybody
because I learned to be alone
and anywhere I lay my head, boys
I will call my home
~ Tom Waits ~
but just cuz I've learned to be alone... and even to be happy with myself being alone.. I want to share so I am happier sharing most of the time... if I can find someone who actually shares as I do... for the fun of it... without judgments or inhibitions or preconceptions or expectations or anything but honest love reaching for unconditional love and trust and respect... and that's all J
alas... seems I was not appealing enough to talk to for some reason... since the only question asked was age, she may have wanted someone closer in numbers... that works, since I prefer people who are open to exploring who someone is beyond stats... I refer to the personal ad responder... I called a couple of times and was politely put off so maybe she wanted to be chased or found something not to her liking in the few words we exchanged... c'est la vie...
someday my princess will come J
yeah... someone who actually lives as openly and happy to share everything as I do (I'm actually less inhibited in real life than I am here... I mean, I'm trying to respect others who enter my life and don't wish to share their whole lives as I do... but somebody must be like me... anybody out there?)...
I have a new working cable box now J