...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
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A Journal of Sorts
do you usually judge
people you do not know
do you push away strangers
does it help you grow?
do you use your own mind
or just believe what you're told
if you do, do you wonder
why the world is so cold?
unbelievable... yet another stranger rejected me today based on the paranoia of the NG... and I discover that this person has been lied to in email about me by the same ocpd control freaks in the NG... amazing... well, judge for yourself... and another lonely person remains lonelier because of their prejudices... I'm at the point where if someone judges me before knowing me I'm gonna thank them for the wall they've put up because it keeps their narrow minded ignorance out of my way... sad, cuz I really don't think it makes anybody happy or brings anybody peace to be a small minded prejudiced person...
guess I'll just have to get used to the effect the ocp delusions have on my online sharings... everybody has critics... and some people will miss out due to their fears and prejudices, but the welcome mat remains...
so what else is new... work on transferring and updating the website continues and life flows along slowly and peacefully here... though it's cramped, I lucked out in finding a landlord who can be a friend too... and I'm almost feeling rested (on a serious note, this body is almost recovered, though the pulled muscle in the shoulder seems to be something more permanent, like a damaged nerve or something... if I was some pro athlete I'd have arthroscopic surgery and be fine in a few weeks... alas, I wonder if what I'm developing has a scientific name... maybe only when it hurts J
