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A Journal of Sorts
"Give up on misery... turn your back on dissent
leave their distrust behind... wash your hands of regret
Blood...Heal me... Fear...Change me
Belief will always save me
Blood...Swearing... Fear...Staring
Conviction made aware
learning from misery... staring back at dissent
leaving distrust behind... I'm inspired and content"
~ Dream Theatre ~
and it does feel good to come out and be me again... that is the way to leave the incessant dissent behind - to just ignore and step past or over it as much as possible and therein give it no credibility... when a person has ocpd, obsessive compulsive paranoid delusions... attention feeds it and since it is considered a mental disease, feeding it is as unsupportive as it gets... like passing the alcoholic a stronger drink... so begone sickness... welcome healing...
and back to newsgroup land I bounced to visit another of my old haunts and what do I find if not another person seeking cruel debate... imagine joining a spirituality newsgroup because you want to ridicule the beliefs of the members of the group and justifying yourself by writing condecension like that you are above and beyond the comprehension of the members of the group and the beliefs are ridiculous to many... sounds like a prostheletizing preachers from one of those insecure faiths that damn all but their own narrow path... amazing...
yes, eventually you'll find my responses in the new Rantsville section... it's still under construction at this time... as is everything since the whole site is moving... I believe the entire newsgroup section, which has become the largest part of the letters to strangers section, will be called Newsbee's Universe... eventually it will probably have it's own webspace when it gets big enough... so that's what's new in newsgroupland today...
in the wild world of mailing lists, these are the current memberships:
loneliness is leading with 47 members
healthisheart is second with 16
aslpoet is third with 15
hopeful is fourth with 13
aslhelp is fifth with 12
others is sixth with 10
healing this heart also has 10
then two have 8
and a few have 7
and some have 6
and others have 5 (well, I mean various other lists, not others the list) and so on and so forth... it's too early to say how busy the lists will be...
not like it's a contest, I just love numbers and lists (could ya tell? LAM J )
and I'm happy with the turn out, though sad some are too busy right now to join... love ya anyway... so I'm no longer just a vegging video junkie and feeling good about balancing my activities online... offline things haven't changed much... catching up on movies, still relaxing (this body almost feels recovered, though a one muscle pull from last year still twinges), and dinner and pool...
check out all the lists on Mailing Lists Page and join one (or more)
and thanks for stopping by... you're the reason I'm here J
