...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
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A Journal of Sorts
"Yes, you who are broken by power,
you who are absent all day,
you who are kings for the sake of your children's story,
the hand of your beggar is burdened down with money,
the hand of your lover is clay."
~ Leonard Cohen ~
obsessive people can be so distracting... but I've learned that stalkers can not be avoided completely, especially when they rally innocents to wonder and question the object of their obsession... so now I answer strangers questions about my character... everybody's a judge... I wonder what drives someone to stalk or try to control others, especially strangers... political ambitions?... seems rather ludicrous to limit them to a newsgroup on the internet... but delusions are the root of the problem it seems... anyway, while I try to avoid the obssessions of a few, I am connecting with some positive people too...
offline I'm relaxing... dinners out and getting to know the roommates... perhaps that is what is missing from those ocp people online, a life offline... balance is the key... and those who are imbalanced seem to resent the balanced... wish they'd stop trying to knock me over... if they pop up here in these journals too much, they get what they seek, my attention... maybe I should address them...
anyone with time and interest is welcome to check out the situation in the group
alt.support.loneliness and suggest courses of action... I'm still deciding...
so what else is new?...
