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nobody's home but me
and sometimes that's so lonely
that emptiness aches
and my heart breaks
and nobody's here to see

nobody's home but me
in some ways it feels so free
but nothingness drains
cells in my brain
without creatitivity

can you heart my heartbeats?
sometimes I don't know
if my heart is still beating
it doen't seem to show

these are lonely heartbeats
looking for a friend
maybe I'm not really here
maybe it's all pretend

am I alive or is this all illusion
fantasies I create in my mind
if hat's the case then why create confusion?
when all I want is to be happy
and to share all I can find

but nobody's home but me
so sharing is imaginary
my heart just shrugs
it's more than hugs
much more than physically

nobody's home but me
just the me nobody knows
so how can I share
when no one is here
no matter how my garden grows

can you heart my heartbeats?
sometimes I don't know
if my heart is still beating
it doen't seem to show

these are lonely heartbeats
that nobody shares
maybe no one hears them
maybe no one cares

a lover can be kind
and friends can align
but I'm the only one
inside my mind
and I want to share more
to combine at the core
that takes a leap of faith
that takes being secure
and it takes honesty
sharing everything
being sure
being inside someone else
as well as you know yourself
that's what I am looking for

can you heart my heartbeats?
will you let me hear yours
is your heart still beating
how can you be sure?

these are lonely heartbeats
longing to share all
these are lonely heartbeats
can you hear the call?

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