...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
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2000 HEARTBEATS
"have I failed somehow or some way
will the weight of today
finally pull me down to drown
in the depths of despair
where I am alone
except for my rage?
my rage...my pain...
I hate my darkest days"
~ Stabbing Westward ~
digging through the muck and the mire isn't always fun, but when some daylight shines through it is a wonderful feeling of accomplishment... and inside, on the emotional planes, there's been much muck and mire over the last few years... the good news is that the internal healing is progressing well as it has in years
. o O ( welcome back Toronto ) o O .
hope you're enjoying the car, the stock certificates, the stamps, and the loose change among all the other treasures... tell the kids they are still loved unconditionally no matter what they think and I'll always be here for them...
there's so much more to share now, so much more depth and girth and amazing stories... wonder what Spielberg is doing... or Speilberg, for that matter... yes, it does seem like the heart is ready to laugh again... and the eyes are seeing rainbows through the tears... so I'm hoping somebody will notice and maybe somebody new will pop into this world... from the very beginning, it's always been this way... still the same old story... and yes I am a dreamer... and no one has to understand (but if someone does, all the better)...
I'm ready to be used again... ready for this world's abuses... read for the insensitivity and the selfishness and they cruelty and the careless unhealthy lifestyles... ready for humanity... and ready to look past the flaws to find the diamonds and true treasures... ready to create new fantasies and new memories... ready to open my eyes and see... ready to open my mind and be aware... consciously... ready to open my heart and show how much I care... ready to remember feeling... ready to feel... to feel all I can feel (deep breaths)... and ready to trust again... and ready to share... to share it all...
I'll just go on loving the way I do anyway because that's what life's about for me... even if nobody else can handle it... even if nobody else will... even if I'm the only one who dares feel it all... oh yeah i gets lonely... sigh... all the sorrow in this world is heavy... sometimes I'd like to put it down... but I'll continue feeling everything I can feel... for that's the way the happiness comes back around... just remembering... that's all we need to do... your heart knows... remembering me... remembering you... it is the time of year... and just the touch of exercise wakes me to remember eternity and the child...
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