...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
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2000 HEARTBEATS
"now, maybe you'll come with me, and maybe you will stay
and maybe you'll just watch awhile then wander
it seems like all the good things in my life just drift away
but maybe you will stay this time, I wonder
yes, I know I have a lifetime coming
but I've got it all figured out
everybody's lonely, everybody's lonely
everybody's lonely, that's what it's all about
that's what it's all about..."
~ Harry Chapin ~
hopes and dreams... and what else does a lonely boy have to play with down deep?... ok, te song is over and it's not time for a woe-is-me moment... feeling too good for that... I didn't say great, just good... still feeling blahs...
blah... blah... blah... blah...
it's just the way I feel
blah... blah... blah... blah...
nothing seems real
there's a chorus for someone to play with (wishing for creative collaborators more and more... wishing for deeper sharing more and more... wishing for more... more and more... not the greatest place to be since there's increased vulnerability and less critical sensory criteria to get close to me)...
danger Will Robinson...
beware of strangers baring gifts... beware of baring souls
you've got to trust someone a lot before giving all the controls
that's something I've learned all too well
on my journeys through heaven and hell
so who wants to re-live with me all the stories I must tell
who wants to know what is real and what is fantasy
would you share your nightmares with me?
I'm still looking for someone who can actualize unconditional trust... other than some dogs and kids I've known, I've yet to meet one... so I wait here...
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