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"you have to break in half to love somebody"
Robin Williams as Chris,
from What Dreams May Come
it is about forgiveness... and that starts within an individual heart with self-forgiveness before it can go anywhere else... and once it starts, not being able to follow through with others involved can become an obstacle... and then losing touch becomes another thing to forgive... I let it happen...
so the best I can do now is heal myself and send forgiveness into the universe... the more I heal, the stronger the forgiveness... I have dragged this out a long time, huh?... well... it's my way of giving as much time as I can give to waiting for mutual forgiveness without losing myself... it seems I've spent much of this life wishing for the balance and reassurance of mutual forgiveness...
&bsp; just as I wish for sharing... some things require two or more...
someday some of my past written gardens will hopefully be recovered from storage and added to these web gardens and anyone who cares to explore will be able to understand more... and maybe then I'll find a way to reconnect and resolve so all the pieces will finally fit (no maybe about my being a dreamer) J
and maybe then I'll find the one
(I know you're out there somewhere)
all of ya J
oh but if it was only as easy as I seem to make it seem sometimes... or as Robin Williams makes it seem sometimes, for that matter... or Tom Chapin... deep breaths and deeper sighs... this may be the month to face the music, so to speak J
and behind the smiles, the tears still fall
that's all
Happy Birthday Will
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