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"so sad, so sad 
sometimes she feels so sad
alone in her apartment she'd dwell
till the man of her dreams
   comes to break the spell..."

~ Paul & Linda McCartney ~



just another day... ok, so I believe peace and happiness is about forgiveness, even the worse case scenarios... but I wonder sometimes... can a lie be forgiven while it is still being sold as truth?... is not an on-going lie a constant betrayal and how can a betrayal in progress be forgiven when it continues... is that similar to asking if a person hitting you can be forgiven while they are still hitting you?... perhaps... and perhaps, if the healing of forgiveness will come for you, it must come no matter what another does... but then I wonder... what good is forgiveness without truth or trust... or honest love...

I guess it's the old blind faith in the goodness of the human heart... or universe or god or whatever... alas, it certainly has been tested in this life... and yet, from my personal experience (showing me my conscious and subconscious choices are the same) every time the actual test is presented, forgiveness comes... not always immediately, but every time... maybe I'm amazed... or just a fool...

the closer you come
the farther you go
the higher, the fewer
to grow, to know

and what do you know?... how far do you go?... and if you choose to stop before I do would you want me to stop and wait for you?... and if you choose to settle for less than I do would you want me to be less than I can be?... would you want to place your restrictions and limits on me?... sadly, even those who sad they'd never do that, did that in the end... and I am alone today even though many promised to always be a friend... but it seems to take too much to stay my friend... for I walk a road without an end... and I will not pretend...

what do you do with the parts of you that you leave behind?
do you intentionally lose your mind?
I've yet to meet anyone who doesn't so far
so can you tell me where you are?
can you tell me who you are?




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