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2000 HEARTBEATS

"in a sky full of people
only some want to fly
 isn't that crazy?"


~ Seal ~



how I love communication... it's almost an unhealthy love (I am humbly addicted to sharing)... especially when I go for days without sleeping cuz the little sleep time available is spent rambling in words (or writing if you give me credit)... but I may be even more addicted to creativity... plug me into music and words and creative acivities or people and I'm the energizer bunny on... on something (you can decide)... is he serious, or is it memorex?... erp, pop reference subtably subtle nonsequitor, reset needle... danger, danger will robinson... ageists are among us... and here's to you Mrs. Robinson as well... hope your warm and safe tonight... and you and Mrs Brown probably have lovely grandaughters by now, but there's no telling what they might do if we got together so come on over for tea or something any day now, any way now... we can throw a released party J

what?... you thought maybe all my heartbeats are serious (no less broken into zillions of sad shards) all the time?... well that is one role I've given my heart lately... of course I'm no mind reader so who am I to say what you may or may not be thinking... if this is the first line of my babbling you've read, you might not know that... or what my heartbeats are usually like either... or even that I am not a mind reader... I mean, how could you know?... and while we're considering what you might not know, is your clock ticking?...

it doesn't matter as much as other questions, but it was the right moment to ask it I think... and now you know what I'm thinking... I think... you to?...

maybe the thaw really is coming after all J

well I am somebody you might want to know if you know how to care as much as I do... and I am somebody you might not want to know if you think you know more about how to be me than I do... you know better for yourself... if you're not satisfied with that and want to know better for me, you'll have to accept not being satisfied... making any sense to you yet? J

 and when you are no longer afraid,
  fear becomes a friend...
and you are ready to live
when you can do more than just
remember when



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