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2000 HEARTBEATS

"my heart 
will go on
 and on"

~ (Celine Dion) ~



and wouldn't you know... I started inching closer to my heart again... and snuck a peek at some of the most sensitive stuff just this week while the cable was disconnected in this new space... and the first night the cable is connected, Titanic is on... and I watched it for the first time... and I remembered why I didn't see it until now... she said it was their movie and that reminded me of a garden I left behind physically, but the garden never left my heart...

  sigh and alas and stuff...

and it has me stumbling deeper into the emotional digestive process I've been going through for years... maybe for a lifetime... longer?... who knows...

I will continue, slowly, surely... for the process of life goes on and I am a part of it... and I want to live again remembering everything and sharing more... sharing... for myself, for those I love, for those I long to know today... and for those who see the happy toon and think I've never known dispair...

   (hold on... hold on to yourself... )



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