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"I know you're out there somewhere
and someday you will hear my voice"


~ Justin Haywood, Moody Blues ~



remembering... reaching back by reading the words I wrote seven years ago... and it gets so hard sometimes... and here I am still wishing I did not have to review and edit and explore myself and the words and memories and life and everything alone... but every time I start sharing it's the same thing... too much... just cuz I want to share everything it's too much... I don't even want to share everything all the time anymore like I used to... I enjoy quiet time alone more than ever... but still it's too much to ask to share everything...

or is it?

well, logically it isn't too much to ask of someone who wants the same thing so if you are out there somewhere, dang it get here already J

oh wow... get here... that's a song I haven't thought of in a long long time... and the lyric spiral me deeper and deeper into my own simultaneously blissful and hellish abyss... will someone please go mad with me?...

or perhaps... just sing angel's song



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