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2000 HEARTBEATS

"i'm so tired but I can't sleep 
standin' on the edge of something much too deep
it's funny how we feel so much
but we cannot say a word
we are screaming inside
but we can't be heard"


~ Sarah McLachlan ~




browsing through the extremely limited selection at a local library I found myself wondering if Orlando is the right place for me... but then, no place is just right for me so I accept the pros and cons... still, wondering about the place is just a distraction from the deeper ponderings I avoid...

like why I haven't gone into the libraries or music stores or even the theme parks (except for a couple of times to Sea World) since I've been down here... memories... the library reminds me of my library in storage and out of reach... and a book or music store reminds me of all the rest of the stuff in storage and the life I used to live where buying books and music was a frequent and treasured activity... I really enjoyed that life...

and of course there's the deeper stuff is the other losses... the people...

there's so many unrecorded heartbeats...

so much more to come...



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