...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
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2000 HEARTBEATS
"substitute my gloom with happiness
substitute my sickness with health
substitute my enemies with real good friends
morphine & chocolate are my substitute, substitutes
morphine & chocolate can bring me up
can warm my heart whenever I want it
and every once in a while when I stop and think
morphine & chocolate are my substitute, substitutes"
~ 4 Non Blondes ~
sometimes it's like a fog I allow to roll into my mind to numb my senses so I can sleep peacefully without external chemicals... and then I can wake up refreshed (or as refreshed as I can get under the circumstances of the moments) and continue living life as me... as long as I can continue this way, I might actually survive anything... I mean, childinside thinks I can (I think I can I think I can I think I can... I know I can I know I can I know I can... who remembers? :)
it's so much easier to stay inspired and energized when some inspiring and energized people are around (hello, you out there?... Orlando, come to Orlando and let's dance... or sing... or run around the theme parks... or... whatcha wanna do?)... these lonely alone periods are good for introspections and housecleaning, but sheesh, that doesn't take long when there are other things to do... but I sure can drag them out forever when nobody' around, huh?...
there is a big pill going down, after all... and I suppose I should have expected the timing if I was into expectations... alas... alack... this too shall pass...
and as the anchor I've tied to my heart drags me down again, my heart still somehow flies... when I least expect it... there's always hope...
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