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I'm sitting here
you're sitting there
are you on your own?
do you really want to be alone?

J



rolling up, rolling down, wish I was rolling around... well, I'm starting to feel the loneliness wave rise to cloud vision and bring me down... sending out emails to locals hasn't worked yet and sometimes, while there's always hope, hope seems too thin to be an adequate blanket when the world feels cold... of course it's just perspective... so time for an internal attitude adjustment...

who'm I kidding? J

it's really time for some curling up with myself (and a true friend intimate if one could be found) and release some of the bottom dwelling stuff that's been skimmed over a lot lately and get back into touch with my dreams once again... being in an environment where vulnerability is dangerous and I am clearly wanted out of the way by one of the people who happens to be the landlords unstable daughter is very restrictive... ultimately, I've just got to remember I am strong enough to take whatever is said or done to manipulate me and do what I must do... what a world... well, the world is actually beautiful, it's the people in it that create problems with their fears and confusions... is there anybody out there who isn't just a victim of their own fears?... who are you?

you are wanted, by the way... right here, right now... so what are you doing just reading?... reach out and touch someone (preferably me)...

  isn't lament boring?...



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