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2000 HEARTBEATS

"how can people be so heartless 
how can people be so cruel
easy to be hard
 easy to be cold"


~ Three Dog Night ~



it's either the irony of coincidence or somehow the energies of the universe flow to bring interactions between peopl to climaxes at either the most opportune or inconvenient of times, depending on perspective... it could be my subsconsious creating distractions or perhaps bringing on challenges whether out of boredom or for some stimulation... and yet, consciously, I'd much rather close my door and let the world go on without me for a while...

but the luxury of pure healing time and space is rare...

so I continue... and what little can flow in the midst of the madness of modern life and the games people play to keep from actually feeling all they can feel...

flows...

when living in a world where the norm is denial, the challenge is not to deny... when living in a world where the norm is duplicity, they challenge is honesty... when living in a world where the norm is fear, the challenge is love... when living in a world where the norm is materialism, the challenge is existentialism... when living in a world where the norm is taking, the challenge is giving... but it is only a challenge because I want to share and be open without denial and be honest and free and love without fear and existential and giving... and people who actualize these things seem to be very challenging to find...

so I have my memories of trying to trust people who seem born to betray and lie and take all they can get... and I keep believing I'm not the only one who did not buy into the game...



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