...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
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2000 HEARTBEATS
"it's hard enough losin' the paper illusion
you've hidden inside
without the confusion of findin' you're usin'
the crutch of the lie
to shelter your pride when you cry
round and round and round we spin
to weave a wall to hem us in
it won't be long, it won't be long
how slow and slow and slow it goes
to mend the tear that always shows..."
~ Neil Young ~
the paper illusion... sometimes I think my life is just a story I am writing... and if it is, so much of it is gone now... so much of the life I created... but what if it was all I've done... the best I can do... or what if it is actually the wrtten record of a creative journey through this life... and the best I can do... and it's gone...
the lie... she loved me... they loved me... we are family...
I can still cut myself to ribbons so easily... these are the heartbeats that do not show... or maybe they do... I've certainly become a physical vegetable so my appearance mut show the depression deep in my heart.. or is that my soul...
still, something soars in my rhymes... and that is the only way I know I am still alive sometimes...
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