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2000 HEARTBEATS
"and so I'd dream a bass will join me 
and fill the bottom in
and maybe now some lead guitar
so it would not sound so thin
I need some drums to set the beat
and help me keep in time
and way back in the distance
   some strings would sound so fine..."

~ Harry Chapin ~



one dream is to have the time and space to sit with it all - all the words - spread out in from of me for as long as it takes to organize with someone or others who seek the same thing, to make the most of the words we write and the songs we can create and sing and the feelings we feel... that's the main reason I hang on to as much of it as I can hang on to... to share it... and then, the culmination... to share creating something more from it...

I probably would have tried to be a singer-songwriter if I connected wih more creative people and happened upon those doors... never too late, I suppose... though the energy to be an all-out front man creating a totally new never experienced before musical experience is no longer around... aging took care of that... but there's still something left... I just believe in sharing so I wait for the person to share the successes that might come of whatever comes of me...

and whether it's all ego illusion or could actually be true reality, I still think it's something truly amazing... I suppose one theory is that if it was truly amazing and real, I'd have been discovered... of course that doesn't take into account that my best skill may be hiding, disguising, and role playing as that is how the childinside survived from day one... so I just do what I do and follow my muses... and dream or sharing more than the dream...

fool or wise, real is this... if someone with the power of material world connections comes along then I'll know what the material world thinks of me... until then, I know what I know in the world that matters most to me, the world of the heart... and that's almost enough for complete satisfaction :)





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