...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...

... my   "Keep In Touch"   pages ... my   "Keep In Touch"   pages ... my   "Keep In Touch"   pages ... my   "Keep In Touch"   pages ... my   "Keep In Touch"   pages ...
2000 HEARTBEATS
so many words
so many feelings
what will be heard
what is appealing

if I'm never read
then I'll die unknown
but let it be said
I gave all I own
to not be alone




but always alone... I may be a lazy artist... though lazy is relative... I'll do anything, go anywhere, run, leap, climb, crawl, die for what I believe in... love, finding it, creating it, sharing it, growing it, nurturing it... and when I am alone, writing about it... and writing about anything just to feel like the time sitting here alone might be shared through reading together someday...

so I'll routinely sit and ignore all discomforts and pains and fatigue and write until I can not longer move my fingers or focus my eyes and then fall asleep and wake up and repeat the process again and again and again just to create more of whatever I may be creating with all these letters... and anything that takes me away from the creative process is secondary... except the family I'd love to find and create and adopt and share myself (which includes the words) with... the difference is the writing's never betrayed me... at least my writing hasn't... because I've never betrayed myself in words... I think...

  so I write... and I dream...



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