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2000 HEARTBEATS

"go away little girl... go away little girl
I'm not supposed to be alone with you
but when you're near eme like this..."


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and then somehow along the way, we learn to resist love and lust and that unexplainable feeling of attraction... of course it starts out as a justified way to protect children... but we seem to forget, we are children... and instead of letting natural growth draw us to whomever would be best for us, we draw an arbitrary line in the sands of time... the line of when we are supposed to be able to repress ourselves enough to control the physical desires awakened in puberty... and few actually understand what they are doing... or how to do it without hurting themselves and others... which is probably why so many fail...

it never made sense to me to repress natural feelings when two mutually feel them, but that's the world we live in... and so I learned very early on that others were in control of most people... so far, just about everybody I've met... hopefully I'll find those who's hearts and minds are not governed by outside forces beore I die... there's one of the essential pieces of the one...

  it's lonely until I do...



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