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2000 HEARTBEATS
"there's a calm surrender 
to the rush of the day
when the heat of the rolling world
can be turned away
an enchanted moment
and it sees me through
it's just enough for this restless warrior
 just to be with you"

~ Tim Rice ~



nobody's home but me... and sometimes that's lonely... and so beyond the muck and mire of yesterday's baggage or pain still lingering from open wounds or scars, there are very lonely heartbeats wondering if anyone hears them...

  and time passes...

perhaps time better spent in other ways than writing to strangers, or to myself, on the web... and yet this body begs for the rest and I can afford to give it this luxury of time with nothing to do, so my heart smiles about that... but still, loneliness aches... when all I want to do is share... I don't get what I want when no one is near... but who can share as I can share... there's the rub...

my heart asks... who has no walls... no cieling... no floors... no doors... who can truly actualize unconditional trust on every level... and who can actualize honest love without inhibitions, restrictions, or any hesitations other than the imperfections of simply not being perfect beings...

maybe some can hear my lonely heartbeats...
but who is truly ready to respond?...



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