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so much fear
so much doubt
is this my heart
what's this about?

this doesn't feel like me
I don't know who I am
suddenly sorrow
is all I understand

so much stress
so much pain
is this my mind
am I insane?

this doesn't look like me
I don't know where I've gone
suddenly someone
is carrying on

and I am a prisoner
without a cage
there are no locks, no walls, no doors
just the words on this page

for I am a lover
with no one to love
for I have learned how to fear trust
forgotten how to rise above

so much loss
so much waste
is this my life
the dreams I've chased

this doesn't seem like them
it's more like a nightmare
suddenly so alone
feeling like nobody cares
suddenly so alone
wondering if I can... still care
  can I still care...
  can I still care...
  can I still care...


oh can I still care
can I still trust
can I still love
can I still lust
can I still feel
can I still be
someone I know
  who is me...

oh can I still hope
can I still learn
can I still dream
can I still burn
can I still know
can I be sure
someone loves me
just once more

oh damn the fear
I want to know
can I still care
damned demon fear
please let me go
I want to care

oh I want to care
oh please help me care
I just want to care

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