...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...

... my   "Keep In Touch"   pages ... my   "Keep In Touch"   pages ... my   "Keep In Touch"   pages ... my   "Keep In Touch"   pages ... my   "Keep In Touch"   pages ...
... HEARTBEATS ... HEARTBEATS ... HEARTBEATS ... HEARTBEATS ... HEARTBEATS ... HEARTBEATS ... HEARTBEATS ...

THE SEARCH FOR FAMILY
(EMERGING THOUGHTS ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS AND MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCES ON THE ROAD TOWARD UNDERSTANDING AND CREATING RESOLUTIONS OF PAST CHALLENGES SO THE JOURNEY CAN CONTINUE AND THE SEARCH COME TO FRUITION... STILL IN A LIQUID STATE)

"and I know... if I'll only be true 
to this glorious quest
that my heart... will be peaceful and calm
 when I'm laid to my rest"

~ Don Quixote ~




emerging thoughts... and what does this mean?... to give my heart voice again, understanding that understanding is subject to change... that interpretation of feeling is an aqueous, sometimes gaseous endeavor that often defies permanence and reflects momentary perception based on experience and imagination...

in other words, read what you find here with a grain of salt, at least... and everything that follows might not be an accurate reflection of my heart tomorrow...

the search for family, part of the glorious quest, may very well be the culmination of the ponderings... the goal to be a resolution of relatively permanent feeling... perhaps an impossible dream, but to define individual identity - to be, rather than not to be... that is a good enough purpose for me...

  and now, deeper into the gardens...








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