...THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE... (I HOPE...) THERE'S ALWAYS HOPE...
. . . figments ... reflections ... dreams ... observations ... fantasies... composites ... friends ... strangers ... visions ... stories . . .
IMAGINARY CHARACTERS
. . . the only limits are those you choose to create in your mind . . .
Random Violence, 1999
rushing to meet you one evening
overslept and missed the big date
angry I cursed at a waiter
he cursed back and sealed his fate
for the owner overheard him
fired him before we could blink
next day I read in the paper
"Fired Waiter Killed Five" or six, I think
it wasn't me
I still feel guilty
wasn't me
I am to blame
wasn't me
will someone save me
from the shame
tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
bumped into man on the street
man pulled a gun and missed me
killed the eight year old behind me
stepped off the bus into traffic
car swerved to miss hitting me
killed seven people at the bus stop
driver lost his sanity
it wasn't me
I still feel guilty
wasn't me
I am to blame
wasn't me
will someone save me
from the shame
opened my window to look out
woman was screaming "help me!"
called 911 and they came too late
read the obituary
don't like to walk down Lonely Street
homeless people still scare me
afraid I will be just another
victim of insanity
it wasn't me
I still feel guilty
wasn't me
I am to blame
wasn't me
will someone save me
from the shame
victims of random violence
strangers I will never know
why do I still think about them
why does it still hurt me so
made a promise in a poem
next day I still overslept
tossing and turning it over
tired from watching my step
it wasn't me
I still feel guilty
wasn't me
I am to blame
wasn't me
will someone save me
from the shame
Random Violence
(1999)
Ric Candor ©1999
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