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Random Violence, 1999


rushing to meet you one evening
overslept and missed the big date
angry I cursed at a waiter
he cursed back and sealed his fate

for the owner overheard him
fired him before we could blink
next day I read in the paper
"Fired Waiter Killed Five" or six, I think

it wasn't me
I still feel guilty
wasn't me
I am to blame
wasn't me
will someone save me
from the shame

tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
bumped into man on the street
man pulled a gun and missed me
killed the eight year old behind me

stepped off the bus into traffic
car swerved to miss hitting me
killed seven people at the bus stop
driver lost his sanity

it wasn't me
I still feel guilty
wasn't me
I am to blame
wasn't me
will someone save me
from the shame

opened my window to look out
woman was screaming "help me!"
called 911 and they came too late
read the obituary

don't like to walk down Lonely Street
homeless people still scare me
afraid I will be just another
victim of insanity

it wasn't me
I still feel guilty
wasn't me
I am to blame
wasn't me
will someone save me
from the shame

victims of random violence
strangers I will never know
why do I still think about them
why does it still hurt me so

made a promise in a poem
next day I still overslept
tossing and turning it over
tired from watching my step

it wasn't me
I still feel guilty
wasn't me
I am to blame
wasn't me
will someone save me
from the shame


Random Violence
(1999)

Ric Candor    ©1999


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