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(SOMETIMES LIFE SUCKS... SOMETIMES WE JUST THINK IT DOES)
I gave up my home more than five years ago for love, for trust, for a dream I gave up my privacy gave up my comforts for a promise of being part of a team but I was used and abused used up and discarded if I told you what happened you'd call it obscene I lost everything in the past five years for love, for trust, for a dream and the head in the sand is hiding from the fears that lost deep in great pain I have gone so insane that I might not regain anything and what I gave it all up for I may have lost too my love, my trust, and my dream it may be just lament or self-pity sour grapes that I keep throwing up while I vegetate in ambivalence high on sugars, I drown in my cup in a chocolate frenzy I forget myself but my jones is not the usual scene still I'll die just as well by my own hand even if you don't know what I mean for my love, my trust, and my dream I search for a home and a family for love, for trust, for a dream give me reason to live motivation to give for a promise of being part of a team a promise not broken by lies hardly spoken a fool's scheme I search for a home and a family for love, for tust, for a dream and the heart in the closet is hiding from fears that lost deep in great pain I have gone so insane that I might not regain anything and what I gave it all up for I may have lost too my love, my trust, and my dream and it may be lament or self-pity sour grapes that I keep passing 'round while I vegetate in self-indulgeance high on sugars, I bounce up and down in a chocolate frenzy I forget my pain I lose myself with each pound I gain and I'll die as any junkie high on ice cream even if you don't know what I mean for my love, my trust, and my dream please tell me it's not lost forever please give me reason to believe that there is hope for my dream to come true I won't believe your words, but I might believe you if you believe in me I'll try... to do I gave up my home more than five years ago for love, for trust, for a dream I gave up my privacy gave up my comforts for a promise of being part of a team for love, for trust, for a dream For Love, For Trust, For A Dream (Homeless) Ric Candor ©2000 LAST SOUR GRAPE SOUR GRAPES INDEX NEXT SOUR GRAPE MAINGATE FRONTDOOR WRITTEN GARDENS CROSSROADS FAREWELL  EMAIL
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