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Future
I used to think I knew it all and friends would never end because I believed in love and I would not pretend but somewhere along the line the pain slammed me the hurt damned me and I lost what was mine the fear canned me understand me I used to promise my heart was true cuz it was the only way I knew how to be until I lost my heart and broken peices just fell apart and then I felt only out of control nothing to give but an old lost soul and the hope I had once seemed so long gone I simply forgot how to carry on and it hurts when I remember how I used to laugh at grown ups who would tell me I'll know better when I get to be their age for there is nothing that's better that's why poisons fill our cups so forgetting's easier to do turn the page, nothing new and it hurts to remember the future we planned does anybody still understand graduation promises forever friends sometimes something's over even if it never ends reprimand me countermand me understand me remember the future you planned does anybody understand something I never thought would happen I learned to pretend but some things are never over even if they seem to end Future Ric Candor ©2000 GET BACK LOOSE ENDS INDEX NEXT STEP MAINGATE FRONTDOOR WRITTEN GARDENS CROSSROADS FAREWELL  EMAIL
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