LAYLA'S WORLD
BEING IRRELEVANT BITS AND RELEVANT PIECES OF LETTERS FROM LAYLA,
WHO DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU THINK UNLESS YOU'RE REAL AND COOOL
I was four years old an she was five she was my first older woman she showed me how it feels to feel alive she took me into her bussom I walked into her room she was playing with herself it was not like any story in the books on the shelf so I thought it should be told cuz it happened to me this is not a fantasy this is my history my first love went all the way unconditional trust unconditional play and nothing since then moved me the same way as my first love... I can't thank her enough today the look in her eyes was amazing like she was not even there but someplace much more beautiful somewhere without doubt or fear and I watched what she was doing and I started doing it to myself it was not like any story in any book on the shelf so I came here to tell you about what happened to me when I was four and she was five I learned what love can be my first love went all the way unconditional trust unconditional play and nothing since then moved me the same way as my first love... and I still love her today nothing has compared over the years to the trust of that first time the way we shared before all the fears is still my most beautiful rhyme nothing you can do could make it untrue even if you call it a crime my first love was beautiful my first love was sublime my first love went all the way unconditional trust unconditional play and nothing since then moved me the same way as my first love... I'm still loving her today for all the things she showed me nothing's felt more like truth and all the lies I've learned since then have tried to strip away my youth lies will corrupt all life shares until you forget who cares and you say... who cares but the power is in my own hand the simplicity to understand choosing love over the fears choosing smiles over the tears nothing's lost over the years no matter how it appears my first love went all the way unconditional trust unconditional play and nothing since then moved me the same way as my first love... showed me how to go all the way my first love... and I'm still loving her today my first love... still loving her today my first love... still loving her today First Love Layla ©2000 Candor Communications BACK 
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