in all innocence so open and free and yet so afraid to open for me cuz it feels too good somewhere you've never been a forbidden place that you long to see something never touched that screams for caress something never held that begs for embrace something I can see when you look at me in all innocence the look on your face feelings driving me crazy feelings compel me to stare feelings make me want to run away from feelings... these feelings right here am I trembling... am I numb... am I feeling... am I dumb to be this afraid to be wanting more to be so amazed to be so unsure in all innocence I don't know what to do I want so much to move closer to you cuz it feels so good will I lose control will I ever be the same will I lose my soul are you teasing me am I teasing you I don't mean any harm I don't know what is true I can barely breath I don't know where I am in all innocence do you understand? feelings driving me crazy feelings seem to stop time feelings paralyzing me what feelings... these feelings are mine is my heart beating... are you laughing at me... am I being a fool... am I trapped or free is this fantasy is this something more is this just silly is this what life's for in all innocence I'm a mouse that wants to roar what have you done to me I am changing at my core and I'm starting to babble am I making any sense I am losing my grip with all my confidence and it feels like... nothing I've ever felt before in all innocence I want something more I'm afraid of more what is more where is more is this more? feelings driving me crazy feelings taking my breath feelings blowing me away ... feelings... like life and death why can't I move... and why don't you... could you feel the same... don't know what to do should I scream should I cry will I live will I die if I keep finding words to say will this feeling go away... In All Innocence (Feelings) Ric Candor ©1999
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