Rev. Kathleen McTigue
May 27, 2001
A year or so ago an issue of the quarterly magazine Parabola was devoted
to the topic of thresholds. This might seem at first blush an odd or
obscure direction of inquiry. We don't use the word 'threshold' very
often, and we don't give much thought to the transition from outside to
inside that thresholds were once meant to guide. A lot of us live in
homes without any space we could dignify as a 'threshold'. Entry into
our houses might involve climbing stairs to a porch or crossing through
a mudroom, pausing to hang up coats in a hallway or taking off our shoes
in an entryway, but rarely if ever do we think of any of these spaces as
thresholds. Even here in this religious home of ours, where one might
expect some sort of conscious transition from the outer toward the inner
world, there is no physical 'threshold'. We walk straight up a short
stone pathway and into our small foyer, the tiny hub from which we
direct ourselves into the kitchen or meeting room, the offices or RE
classrooms, the bathrooms or the coat room. It's the staging area for
our chronic traffic jam, not our threshold!
But in other eras, in virtually every culture, a great deal of
attention was given to the threshold of any building, even the humblest
home, because the threshold was a kind of barrier between the dangers
and chaos and strangers of the outside, and the comfort, safety and
connections on the inside. There were ritual practices of cleansing, of
attention, that one practiced at the threshold, in order to recognize,
on every entry or departure, what you were doing. Even more importance
was placed on the thresholds of temples or other worship spaces. In
these buildings the entryways were built to form a physical, literal
transition from ordinary space and activity into sacred space and
ritual; they were a way to mark the movement from the place of humans
into the place of the gods.
I think that our physical lack of a threshold in this building was
probably not accidental and probably not merely the consequence of a
tight budget when this building was planned (although accidents and
tight budgets have always been with us…). Our practical, down-to-earth
faith doesn't speak to us of separate spaces for humans and for the
gods, of places we designate as holy, separated from other places merely
of the earth. In fact our guiding ethos is in some ways quite the
opposite. When we speak of our confidence that we are part of the web of
life, the intricate bindings of this fragile planet, we mean the whole
thing, all of it: death as well as life, suffering as well as beauty,
hard work along with Sabbath rest. So there is a way in which it makes
sense to have as little barrier as possible, as little threshold as
might be managed, separating who we are in this religious space of ours
from who we are and what we do out there.
I like this ethos, this explanation; and yet I find that I wish we had
some kind of transition space, some way of marking a shift, however
subtle, into this brief time we share together. In my experience within
Buddhist retreat centers, for instance, I find the transition space
between entrance and meditation hall to be absolutely essential: the
pause to remove shoes and prepare for silence, the deep breath taken to
slow and calm the mind, the bow of respect, the conscious turning toward
inner things. Being incorrigibly two-fisted in nearly all of what I do,
I want it both ways. I want to feel that between our practice of
religion and the living of our lives, all barriers are permeable,
ephemeral. And I want to feel that we notice, that we know, that what we
shape within ourselves here and what we shape with one another is
something other, something different, from what we find in our solitude,
or at work
In one of the articles in Parabola, author Mara Freeman writes of the
importance of thresholds within Celtic culture: "The earthen floor just
inside the threshold of old Irish cottages …was known as the 'welcome of
the door'. Upon entering, a visitor would stand there and say a blessing
for the household. This was holy ground…An in-between place, it was
sacred because it marked the boundary between the life of the human
family within and the wide world without."
I love that notion of having a 'welcome of the door'! Even without a
physical threshold, a visible way to mark the transition as we enter our
holy space to be together, it seems to me that one of the things marking
this as our holy space is the kind of 'welcome of the door' we offer
one another. We are not steeped in the practices or the beliefs of the
ancient Celts, and we don't have the habit of speaking a blessing on one
another as we pass through the doorway. And yet it seems to me that in
our gathering, week by week and year by year we are, in fact, blessing
one another.
Rebecca Parker is the President of Starr King School for Ministry, but
she was originally ordained a Methodist and in her early years of
ministry she served Methodist churches. In a recent sermon Rebecca
recalled the very first day of her very first ministry. She had been
assigned to a shrinking city congregation within an immense, impressive
stone building that had doors so massive and heavy that it took all of
her five-foot-two-inch frame to swing them open. The literal threshold
of this church building was distinct; it was also forbidding, and felt
to Rebecca like an almost insurmountable barrier as she approached on
that first Sunday, because it had already been made brutally clear to
her that a large majority of the congregation did not approve of women
ministers, and were dead set against her before she'd even begun.
Rebecca writes, of that first Sunday, "By the time I was half-way up the
steps I saw that the massive doors had been pushed open from within. A
big, bosomy woman stepped across the threshold: Mildred Hewson. She was
waiting for me. Later I would come to know Mildred well. I would learn
that her life had been changed by the year she spent at the bedside of
her critically ill, 20-year-old daughter as that daughter slowly died of
cancer.
"People respond differently to the heart-wrenching tragedy of losing a
child. Mildred responded by forming a resolve that no person would pass
within her sphere of influence without finding out that they were loved.
She would personally see to it. …There was no way she was going to let
me cross the threshold into that sanctuary…without my first being hugged
[and] encompassed in a love so strong, so sure, that I could not miss it
and would never forget it….It matters what happens to us at the
thresholds…"
As much as I sometimes long for a physical transition place here that we
might think of as a threshold, this story lets me think about it a
little differently. There's a way in which our entire space here is a
threshold, a place where the outer and the inner touch. I have always
believed that the heart of what we do together here, both in our
sanctuary and in our classrooms, is to struggle toward a deepening of
that merging point, that place where our actions in the world and our
spiritual formation within are most intricately linked. And, as Rebecca
Parker said, 'it matters what happens to us at the thresholds'. It
matters that at least some of the time, most of us can feel the calling
Mildred Hewson put into action: that no person pass within our sphere
of influence without finding out that they are loved.
So if you've been away this summer I welcome you back across or into
this threshold of ours. If you've come faithfully during the summer
Sundays I welcome you back on this Sunday, with our threshold crowded
and eager for the new congregational year. And if you are new to this
community I welcome you to your first crossing of the threshold, in the
hope that the love and affirmation you find here will bring you back
again and again. Welcome to our homecoming!